Whatever I Think or do

Whatever I think or do
I always leave half done.
Wanting, I want the infinite.  
Doing, nothing is right.

Looking at what I do,
How disgusting I feel!
My soul so rich and lucid
And me a Sargasso Sea —

A sea with slowly swirling
Bits from a sea far beyond…
Desires or mere thoughts?
Not knowing, I know all too well.

RICHARD, Zenith (2019)